And He Writes:
"What I dream shall never come true."
Into the mind of emo malfunctions.
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hey dudes... as we move to 2005, so does my blog.
Click here for the new leap.
It's http://feb26.blogspot.com in case the link not working.
HadiAzra
Cool huh.
HadiAzra
To Azrani:
Take care ok my inspiration? It was u who showed me life. It was u who showed me love. I'm sorry for every little pain i inflicted to u. I always loved u and u always know that. Each day was a better one with u in my life. Now that u left me, i pray to Allah that u are blessed with eternal happiness. I am left alone with no one now. I want you to know that somewhere somehow, i will always be right behind u, catching u if u were to fall back, help u up to get back on ur feet. I will never walk ahead of u or have the chance to walk alongside u. You will always be dearly missed by me. I will always live that lie that we are still together. I will always wait for to marry me like u said. If i were to die before my time, i want u to know that i'll always be praying for ur happiness, even when im suffering in the pits of kubur. I know that I'm never good enough for you. I'm cynical of many tings now. My light has ceased. Im in total darkness. U are the light that lights the darkest hours. I can't bear to spend a second without u in mind. Haiz. I wish u, Nur Azrani Binte Azhar, the very best in life. I shall forever be down here, waiting, painfully but patiently. I love you. I miss you. I need you. Bye. (Fir is actually a nice guy. Haiz. I'm the villian that should be eliminated fast. Hurry kill me pls?)
HadiAzra
My life ends here. I lost everyting, the oppurtunity wasted. Gi mampos ngan korang. Bye.
HadiAzra
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New fucker added to fuck list:
Firdaus "Dunno what's his name" from ITE Bishan
Current fuckers in fuck list:
Herwan "I don't give a fuck about u" From CBTL.
And more which i don't remember their names.
Today was damn depressing. Failed Eng paper 2 by 1 freaking mark. Failed maths paper 2 by 1 freaking mark. Luckily i passed maths overall with a 52/100 mark and i dunno hw i fair for overall english. But it was disappointing. There goes my chance of getting No 1 in class again. I got A2 for physics! haha. Bio i don't know. No one believed me when i questioned that the brain qn was out of syllabus. Instead of attending to my questions, everyone laughed. Idiots. Niways my dnt project was sent to the MOE for personal marking. No markings from the teacher themselves, 8 experts, marking MY garbage. Haha. I hope i get a good grade for my work. Whew. I miss Azrani alot. I'm not prepared to walk this life alone. Come to think of it, i don even wanna prepare to walk it alone. Azrani is my life and noting is gonna change that! Haiz. Miss her bad. Take care Nur. Take care Hadi. FUCK YOU Firdaus! Haha. Read my lips. FUCK YO! Woohoo! Stupid low life snatchers. Chee bye. Bye.
HadiAzra
I miss those good old times when we were the indestructable team. I miss 26/09/2004. That may be the last time i hear from u. Im fucking prelims dude! See myself in hell. And i love my life ok...
HadiAzra
It's not that the maths paper 1 exam was hard but i think i made a few careless mistakes here and there. If i'm unlucky, im gonna fail this stupid paper. Fuck it man, and i practiced so hard for it. Well social studies ain't that bad. It's a matter of whether i make it through or not. Ok tomorrow is the lame ass mother tongue. I plan to just waste my time in the room as i can use my O'lvls results to cover up for the prelims results. Man am i fucked. Haha. Damn prelims. I want the government money dawg! Okok. im drenched in rain and i want to go and bathe. Tomorrow is geography. All i have to do now is just remember some points and work my charm tomorrow. I'm so pissed off with my math. The paper was fairly alrite. Dammit. C yaz.
HadiAzra
Take note of me while i'm still here. Soon enough i'll disappear. Lame old heartaches that's always there. I wanna tell u my love is not to share. If ur loyalty is gone and ur love is diminished, then i'm really sorry that all is finished. I never saw this coming but it came. What stupid guy with a stupid name. I'm only 16, i'm not ur type. I'm not that cool nor am i hype. I see no life if u were to leave. But im not god, ur fate is sealed. I never expected this to come, i never expected this to come. [English prelims is a fucker.]
HadiAzra
